| My kitchen smells like vagina |
[Wednesday, 16th February, 2005 @ 10:01pm] |
HI EVERYONE!!!! GUESS WHAT?!
what Neila/Bree?
I MADE A NEW JOURNAL!
Really?
YA!!!!
Well can I add you?
SURE YOU CAN!!!
well then what is it?
IT IS ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) waking_stars
cool! but are you going to keep this journal?
NO IM NOT! THE NEW ONE IS -THEE- NEW ONE, KNOW WHAT I MEAN?
Ya, ok...weirdo...
ILL ADD YOU ALL, PLEEEASE BE MY FRIEND!!!
-you run away-
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| A bottle of wine to silence to demons. |
[Sunday, 13th February, 2005 @ 10:57pm] |
NEWS FLASH : I NEVER WANT TO COLOR AGAIN SO LONG AS I LIVE!!!!! >_<
....yes... O_< -twitch-
Ok, so ummm.. today.
Today...
Umm...
Today..I..I-
today..
Meh. Same old same old. ^_^
Hey, its valentines day in 2 minutes.
HAPPY MUSHY LOOOVE DAY EVERYONE!!!!
Ya, umm...I dont like V-day. Way to commercial or me.
Just another day.
Oh well, happy every other day then.
</3 Bang.
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| My tornado is resting |
[Sunday, 13th February, 2005 @ 12:45am] |
Latest news:
.wednesday
I GOT A NEW PUPPY!!!!!
^_____^
-dance- shes so cute. She is a shepperd/terrier/lab mix + 3 months old. Her name is Gwen.
I'll post peektures soon.
.thursday
The whole day had a sad kind of feeling. Just cause I miss my friend. :(
but I tried my hardest to keep happy.
I went to JAAW for the first time in a long time, it was a nice change to my regular thursday.
.friday
Went to see Tavis and we hung out for awhile and stuff. Later Scott + Randi came by.
.today
blaaaaaaaahg
As you may/may not be able to tell I am quite exhausted (for some weird reason) and speech is beyond me.
Plus nothing much of interest has happened lately other than the new puppy.
<3 BANG
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| Cut the strings of the marianette girl. |
[Tuesday, 8th February, 2005 @ 9:36pm] |
Again with the laziness.
Well, the concert was good and all. Tavis came with me so I wasnt lonely.
It was great to see all those people again, even if they were too busy getting ready to talk.
Mo sang good, Colin radiated with superior geetar skillz, and Leif was just fun.
It was....Ummm,,weird to see Eryn again after not talking for a long time, especially with Tavis there. :S
But he didnt really talk to me. THANK GOD.
Anyway... >_>
Monday; was boring, except for singing lessons.
I didnt sing that much, Alicjia talked about her life for half my lesson. It was so interesting, her stories of survival, how she has saved peoples lives and escaped death so many times.
She needs to write a book.
Today; was also faily boring.
In art major I worked on my plastercine project while talking to Becky about vaginal fluids, ha ha.
After school Jackie and I got subway and hung out.
Then Angela,her and I choregraphed our dance to md world for the concert thing Me and Jackie are in.
Now I am home.
NEED TO BUY EARINGS.
Bang <3
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| There are doors in this house I dont open anymore. |
[Saturday, 5th February, 2005 @ 1:15pm] |
Ive become too lazy to update lately. Its quite scary.
I havent done much that was of interest though.
Just hung out with Tavis and stuff, I cant even remember except for the past few days.
I watched the movie Ray. It was really good. Had some killer music. -dance-
And I went shopping with my mom yesturday and bought some nummy stuff
MOMEE BOUGHT ME SUSHI!! ^___^
And ummm...today and tonight shall be fun. Im going to watch Kolin and Mo and a bunch of people play at Academy.
And I feel like buying some earings today too.
Your Hidden Power Is Water
You have a rather calm soul, but when tempted
will get pissed off at those who bug you. You
do whatever you can in your powers to help
those of your allies and have a okay taste for
human kind, but you find them rather annoying
on occasions.
Gem Stone: Saphire, Eye Color:Ice
Blue,Hair Color:Dark Blue that's long
that goes to your waist.
Quote:If you wait for me
Then I'll come for you. Although I've travelled
far, I always hold a place for you
In my heart. If you think of me, If you miss me
once in a while, Then I'll return to you. I'll
return and fill that space in your heart
What Is Your True Hidden Power? .::Beautiful Anime Pics::.
brought to you by Quizilla
Spiffy.
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| Flowers in the sky. |
[Monday, 31st January, 2005 @ 5:10pm] |
Ok, I promise I wont become all.. blaaaahg in this entry.
For the most part.
Lately Ive been combating boredom, fighting off the sickness (mentally + physicaly) and just ummmm...hanging out, drawing and writing to get alot of stuff off my chest.
Oh, I started a cool new project for art. Its surrealistic art influenced by dreams, or whatever. I just decided to use a pretty picture that I love.
Said image;
ya, so we take these flat canvas board things, and we do a thin layer of white plastercine, then the further up in the picture the thicker you layer it, so it looks like its popping out in front of you..LIKE A 3D PHOTO. Then you paint the plastercine and PVA it to look SHINAY!
I think its going to be so pretty, I already started and I love it to death.
hmm, what else?
I had my only exam today.
v_v math smells, I know I did terrible. I ran out of time HARDCORE.
And I have been having panic attacks all day due to my nervousness of getting a terrible mark.
Stupid problems. >_<
Also, I found an old song I wrote like..almost a year ago. Its kind of creepy because it is fitting pretty well with the recent issue thats been racking my brain NON STOP...
;_; I just need to shut my mouth sometimes, curiousity finally kills me in the end.
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| I will never show this. |
[Wednesday, 26th January, 2005 @ 9:55pm] |
You Are a Visionary Soul |
You are a curious person, always in a state of awareness.
Connected to all things spiritual, you are very connect to your soul.
You are wise and bright: able to reason and be reasonable.
Occasionally, you get quite depressed and have dark feelings.
You have great vision and can be very insightful.
In fact, you are often profound in a way that surprises yourself.
Visionary souls like you can be the best type of friend.
You are intuitive, understanding, sympathetic, and a good healer.
Souls you are most compatible with: Old Soul and Peacemaker Soul
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Damn all these quizzes that know me. They're stalking me, I know it.
Hmmm..what else? Today wasnt that special. Hardly any days are.
And umm..
This just wont go away.
Not like I care.
Not like you care.
Not like you'll know.
I like to hide stuff, its my style.
So ya, you are all my best friends.
Sleep well angels.
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| I want nothing more than to see you again. |
[Tuesday, 25th January, 2005 @ 4:45pm] |
Its back. I cant keep this feeling away for long. Oh well, I did nothing today, and will do nothing so heres some filler ;
1. First Name: Neila-Bree
2.Middle Name: Alyssa-Dawn
3.Last name: Carmichael
4.Nicknames: Nemo, Bree-Bree.
5.City: Winnipeg
6.Guy or Gal: Gal
7.Zodiac Sign: Sagitarius
8.Siblings: Brother (Demon) Sister (Emma)
9.Pet(s): A fish called Sushi
10.Hair Color: Carrot top meets beach blonde
11.Eye Color: blue
12.Height: 5'6
13.What hand do you write with? right
14.Hair Length: Around my cheeks, plus bangs
15.Do you bite your nails?: Sometimes when Im anxious or they are bothering me
16.Do others think you're cute?: I get called that
RELATIONSHIPS:
18. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: ^_^ mm hmm
19. If so what is their name?: Tavis <333
20. Are you gay?: hardcore lesbiOn right here.. IDIOT SURVEY
FASHION STUFF:
21. Where do you shop the most?: Value Village, Good Will, Shoppers Drug Mart
22. Do you have any piercings?: I HAD my ears twice, theyre gone now
23. Do you have a tattoo? None
24. What is it or What do u want?: Tatoos: something celtic, or maybe morbid butterfly wings, nerd tattoos rule as well XD Piercings: Septum possibly, navel..I dunno.
THE EXTRA STUFF:
25. Do you do drugs?: No
26. What kind of Shampoo and Conditioner do you use?: Any kind thats there
27. What are you most scared of?: Losing Tavis, Death, The dark, Bugs.
28. If you could go anywhere, where would it be?: Wales/Ireland/Scotland
29. What are you listening to right now?: Before the Dawn
30. Who are you talking to right now? Jeniece
31. What time is it?: 4:56
32. Do you have your own phone line?: No
33. What's the last four digits of your phone number? 4788
34. What shoes do you wear?: Black sneakers or blue chucks circa 80's
35. What clothes do you sleep in?: Anything thats there
36. What kind of car do you have?: Jeeps
37. Who is the last person who called you?: Tavis
38. Where do you want to get married?: Some where pretty
39. Favorite Celebrity?: Catherine Zeta Jones
40. If you could change anything about yourself, what would it be: UUUUHG, lets leave this questiong alone. >_<
FAVORITES:
41. Color: Brown, Green, Orange, Red.
42. Number: STUPID !!!!!!!!!!!
43. Song: Hmm..Lots
44. Movie: Cats Dont Dance, What dreams may come, Beauty and the Beast, Napoleon Dynamite.
45. Candy: Gummi Worms/bears, pop rocks, sour watermelons, sweedish berries
46. Band: Zissou Society Blue Star Cadets. HA HAHAHA
47. TV show: Any coking show.
48. Food: Veggie anything, potato stuffs
49. Fast food restaurant?: Subway
50. Nail polish color: I dont paint my nails ever
51. Age: 15
52. Subject in school: Science, Art major
53. Bath or Shower?: shower
54. Teacher: Mrs. T, she kicks ass
55. Game: Halo
HAVE YOU EVER:
56. Gotten drunk?: v_v
57. Bungee Jumped?: No
58. Went movie hopping?: No
59. Broke the law?: Excuse me? Never.
60. Ran from the cops?: Nope
61. Tried to kill yourself?: No
62. Made yourself throw up?: No
63. Gone skinny dipping?: Nah
64. Been In Love?: ^_^ *am
65. Made yourself cry to get out of trouble? Perhaps
WHICH IS WORSE:
66. Barfing on your date or date barfing on you? Me on them, I would feel so bad. :S
67. Having your Tonsils or your appendix removed?: Appendix
HAVE YOU EVER...
73. Eaten an entire pack of KD: Ew.
74. Caused a car accident?: Never.
75. Seen the ocean: <3 NEWFOUNDLAND !!!
THIS OR THAT
76. Night or Day: BOTH ^_^
77. Chocolate Chip or Mint Chip: Mint chip FO SHO
78. Ocean or lake: Ocean
79. Chocolate or vanilla: VANILA, CHOCOLATE IS NASTAY
80. Lion or Tiger: Tiger
81. Love or lust: Love is grand
82. Silver or gold: Silver
83. Pencil or pen: Pen
84. Skirt or jeans: Tough, I like to layer
85. Rose or tulip: Rose
IN THE PAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU...
86. Cried: Dont think so.
87. Bought Something: Does a drink count?
88. Worn a skirt: Yup
89. Gone for a walk: mmm hmm
90. Gone for a drive: I didnt drive
91. Gone out for dinner: No
92. Taken a test: An exam -dies-
93. Talked to an ex: N/A
94. Missed an ex: N/A
95. Watched your favourite movie: No
96. Given someone a present: No
97. Missed someone: yess :( IT SUCKS
98. Hugged someone: Mm Hmm
99. Kissed someone: Sunday...48 hours? Yes..
100. Danced with someone: No
101. Had a nightmare: YES ;_;
102. Fought with your parents?: Not really a fight, more of like "Im worried about you, you should _____" Me "No, Im not 3 years old. then later all was well..
sa;ksdgbjf'jdgs'' !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
M. I. A is a bad way to beee ! DID YOU DIE?!
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| Even though Im a little scared, I have faith. |
[Sunday, 23rd January, 2005 @ 10:59pm] |
So the past few days Ive just been hanging out, seeking refuge in just a select person.
And I was feeling kind of crappy the whole time, most of it today though. I tried to fight it off but it just kept coming back.
UNTIL, I hoped on the bus to come home.
All of a sudden I was thinking " woah, this is stupid, give it up because there is nothing to be sad over."
And my life was put into perspective. It was never perfect, but it was worse, and right now..its the best it has ever been.
AND THEN I WAS HAPPY.
^____^
It was strange to be in that kind of a mood for so long.
Ajkzsfj;sdbgbfx;bfxb'lbnk'ln'nk; !!!!!
Im hyper now...NOOOOOOOOO !!!111!!
I should do some laundry...
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